Hi! This really surprised me. I’m glad to know someone over there appreciates me nor my blog. Hahahaha! For a 16 year old archi student like me, it’s really stressful, challenging yet a great experience always. It’s really hard to take this course, very tiring, but I love what I’m doing that’s why I’m keep on going on. :-) Thank you whoever you are! :-)
For the sake of update.
I’m currently suffering from these pile of works: prelim plate for Design 2, idk if it’s a major plate or only a seatwork (but fak it must be a major plate, i’m pointing the picture above) in Viscom 3, individual novel and group novel in English, painting tomorrow at Viscom 4, and the upcoming prelim tests!!! Will also study tonight at Fil and Eng ‘cause I think we might have quizzes/long quiz tomorrow. And next week we will be having long test at Theory of Arch 2 and Trigo. Huhuhuhu, idk what to do. So I wanna tell you guys I’ll be hiatus for… a week I think ‘cause I really need to focus so I will ne able to get high grades for Prelim period. I’ll uninstall my social networking apps so that I won’t be tempt opening my account and waste my life surfing the net. Good thing I’m lazy at using lappy or PC! Hehehe. So people, a temporary goodbye for me. I’ll promise to be back after death.. Kidding, after the hell week. Okay?
I miss you Tumblr, especially the people. Take care.
I suck at painting
Thin as dime.
are you kidding me for following my blog, despite of my depressed reblogs and when i’m inactive. but i do post if i have time. i hope you understand, i’m currently stu-dying. mehehehehe
There are some days when I create this imaginary distance between myself and others. When all of a sudden, I think that everyone is against me and my mind creates situations where people leave me and eventually find someone better.
But there are days when the distance is real, that people leave me to actually find someone better. When memories start to eat me up whole and I just have to shut everything off for me to be okay.
I have learned that if you are down, stay down. Don’t get back on your fucking feet until you are prepared to stand. Don’t get up until you have learned why you fell. Nine times out of ten, it is because you were weighing down on someone who could no longer hold you. You gave someone your power. You forgot about yourself. Let me tell you something - there is one person there for you. One person. It’s the same person that wipes your shit and feeds you and cleans up your vomit after a drunken night. It’s the same person who brushes your teeth and tends to your wounds and gets your crying ass out of the shower. The same one that tucks you into bed and cradles you in the night and fights off the darkness and embraces the light. It’s you. It’s always been you. Don’t get off that fucking ground because you see somebody you know or somebody you want to know, or - somebody you can rely on. Wipe your fucking face and get up for you. Because you can. Because it’s the least of what you owe yourself.